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One August night the whole house woke to voices down on the water, laughter flowing in pairs of twos and threes. House after house emptied on to the beach as bells rang out along the stretch of coast, an easterly wind strong as the incoming tide. I stood in the heat of the room in my underwear, the last of sleep falling off me, bones in my back sticking out like wings as my older sister rounded the corner already in her suit, the rest of the big kids in tow carrying nets and buckets, smiling as if they'd stolen something they didn't know how to give back. A fever came the way love would later, a wanting as warm and smooth as clay. Running after them to something my seven year old heart took as a waking dream, a phenomenon Mobile Bay may claim as magical and rare in a world where myth and legend seem wrecked and gone. A jubilee of flounder and crab, hundreds swarming my feet in the pale light of the moon, slithering up the bank, crawling from the water. So many that even a girl wide-eyed and still a creature herself could reach down and pull up armfuls. Only as a woman would I find it sad and ask what had happened when the fish had let us touch them, scoop them motionless from the water. People walked home, igloos spilling with flounder, their flat bodies neatly stacked, their eyes asking why, going quietly as if the men who took them were the ones who’d been stunned, having gathered up all that the heavens would never have allowed them to possess in the light of day.
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