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The women pile under the pier for cheese and crackers, a bottle of wine sweating on the railing’s edge as the last of the skiers races along the water. The sun sends golden bars across the sky, forgiving any age, any pain, and they are still girls, laughing, though they are mothers and wives, what they wanted hung in a closet years ago with every other foolish thought. Their time is not their own, even the women who talk big and find a way to read the big books and see the big sights. Except when everyone is on the water, no one asking to be watched or held, no one needing kisses or his hair to be brushed, his face wiped clean, a tending so endless it either lifts or crushes the spirit within them. The boat glides in and energies shift, they unfold themselves like horses standing to greet us at the end of the dock, the pier long and thin behind them. We need their praise, their congratulations, we the children and the men who have been off playing so that we may come home and be told that we are wonderful, champions, too good to be true. I wonder if they know of the power they possess, that we would follow them into a burning sea or walk barefoot over glass, just to never lose them, to always find them there in the shade, smiling, all teeth and tanned arms, waving, too young to ever die.
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